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Eddie Vedder. Film. Travelling. A good cuppa. Steak&cheese. Males with long hair. Fry ups. Leopard Print. JD+coke. Bubblebaths. Noodles. Tights. My cat/cats in general. Lingerie. Literature.Gigs. People who are completely themselves no matter how fucked up or crazy. Kitchen dance parties. Late night writing.Vinyl.Sleeping next to my gorgeous boyfriend. Accents. Candle light. Laughing till my stomach hurts. Beer n' burger dates. Learning new things. Staying in bed all day. My best friend and my family <3
The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander.
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What a fine day! Can’t choose whether to drink tea or to hang myself.
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The Front Bottoms - Maps (Acoustic) (x)

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The Front Bottoms - Maps (Acoustic) (x)

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It’s really weird. I’ve wanted my fathers family to give a shit about me my entire life and now my grandfather has started talking to me and I don’t know what to do. He’s not begging for my forgiveness, he’s just talking to me. Like everything’s okay. And on the one hand he’s an old man and I don’t want to be a dick but on the other there’s still a lot of explaining that needs to be done and I can’t help but get some of my hurt out. I literally never talk about my dad because I always felt like showing interest was not only pointless but I also feel like it’s being disloyal to my mother in some way. So now I’m having these conversations and talking about family members I didn’t even know existed and I’ve even asked one or two questions about my dad. Nothin major but it’s a massive step for me. It’s just pretty scary. Like it was all behind this locked door that I completely shut out and now it’s started coming out and when I get my hopes up and when it all goes to shit and he still doesn’t care about me what am I supposed to do then? I have this picture in my head of how sorry he is and how everything will be okay but I know that’s not going to happen. I don’t want to be stupid enough to let this hurt me again but I’ve spent my entire life closing every one off even my myself and I just need something to change. I need to stop hating myself for what he did to me. I need for him to tell me it wasn’t my fault. To treat me for once in my life like I’m not invisible.

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